Saturday, August 29, 2009

empty room

Yesterday, I went into the empty bedroom that would have been the nursery, sat down in the floor, cried, prayed, and asked for answers. I was in their for a good portion of the day it seems, and as I prayed, I came so some answers, and discussed them later with the husband.

I want to come back up to Chattanooga, I work their. The fact that I am taking online classes this semester, I have the opportunity to put in the paper work to transfer, without missing out on on a this term. My family is in Chattanooga, I would love to be closer, and we've been looking for homes anyhow. I want to use this to push us into better things. God has no mistakes, only plans, and I believe, though it's tough, that God is articulating a master plan for us.

What do you think?

2 comments:

  1. I think God does have a plan.

    I think praying listening is exactly what we all should do, and I'll continue to pray for you and your family.

    I thought you were in Chattanooga, but definitly come up if you'd like. We could hang out. :) Just make sure its what you, your husband, and God want.

    *hug* It must have been so hard to see in that empty room. God had given you so much strength. *hug*

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  2. I live right on the other side of the state line, and work in Chattanooga.

    My family has accused me of running away from my problems, and I try to assure them I am not. I'm doing nothing but taking this chance to do the things that I've been putting off for so long just because I'm lazy when it comes to things I think about doing... But I feel now I see more of how fragile life truly is, and I must do the things, and live a life in honor of the one I lost.

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